hey readers! welcome back!
i did on the pause button, didn't i?
i guess i accidentally press the OFF button.
wooppss!

i had been in a risky week when all at once, those bullets keeps on bombarding me which such tasks and orders that definitely i must obey!
i can't escape those. i just cannot leave 'em unattended.
oh, i wish the clock ticks slower than before.
i was locked inside the hour glass made by the modern scientist in the chem lab that tracks every hour of my day. sheesshh...
it has been painful, though.
darn! the red sand just keep flowing into the smallest lumen i had been in.
i had to follow the flow or i'll be too transparent among the crowd.

chocolate, hoo-haa-ing, shopping... nice but far too naughty eyh?
some said these baddies can be goodies after all.
all those gossiping and gorging are new health mantras.
you think so?
you think you're addicted to the Britney's stupid-saga that has been going on for weeks?
blergh... so the yesterday!
psychiatrist might say that celebrities trauma can avoid us from similar situations they were in.
that, i agree.

a friend of mine asked me recently;

' Kenapa manusia belajar satu-satu subjek tuh melalui filem?'
' Erm, sebab manusia nih malas membaca, malas nak tengok ayat panjang-panjang. lagi-lagi kalo suruh bace. hampeh! skrng ni sumer ade tv. so care yang terbaik nak sampaikan mesej or subjek tuh thru lakonan. tp masalahnye, kadang-kadang cara fikiran kite sendiri mengintepretasikan mesej yang sebenarnye dieorg nak sampaikan tu mungkin tersasar jauh. ntahla.. banyak sgt filem skrng nih ngarut je.. '

my so-not-wise point of view.

now, on me.
how mature i am, i do not know.
having split personality?
maybe, at times.
i realized that i had been hiding the real me to those people i actually know very well of.
why, you might ask. you would, wouldn't you?
i guess i myself are trying hard to find that answer.
life has been such a staccato lately.
a lame reason there.
you don't care, do you?

oh, it was like a Star-Wars war just now!
haha..
bro, you know what i mean.
not a word spoken since that day!
never, i guess.

i WAS guessing too much, kan?

(i just love monologue conversation!)