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hey husna and peeps..
this is a response video on the pic in your latest post.
it's the ( human papilloma virus ) that attacked an indonesian man.
read it in wikipedia and searched in the you-tube.

an educational post might be post up soon regarding this.
have a look on this vid and you'll definitely want to know more about this virus.

quote for today;

when was the last performance of my dancing troupe in Moscow?
errmm...Massad 2007, i guess..

i was introduced to cultural dancing by Kat when i was in Form 4 back in high school.
it was during some occasion i forgot, where Katrina, Azliani, Rawaida, Nabilah and I were involved in dancing a traditional dance.
i guess that was an initial steps for me to actually open my eyes to something that i have always thought out-of-date and forgotten by people nowadays.
i recall back the time i danced for Teacher's Day during primary school.
it was Get Down, from Backstreet Boys!
haha.. so sengal!
those bands like Spice Girls, Boyzone, 911, Backstreet Boys, 5ive, The Moffats, B*witched and many more had been idolized by most of us when we're still budak-budak hingusan dulu..
*ooppsss..tak ngaku ker?*

so far i had been here in Moscow, i had performed 8 times and i thought i wanna 'retire'.
asyik muka kiterog jeekk.. bosan gak kan? admit it.

• Massad 2006
• International Medical Student Night
• Majlis Pelancaran Buku Bahasa Melayu
  
• Malaysia Cultural Night
  
• International Spring Festival 2007
• Massad 2007
• Moscow Games 2007
• Institute of Practical Oriental Studies's Anniversary
  

i know i could hold on.
just that this little bump disturbs me at times.
but i know it serves to make me grow as a person.
and nabil came to to rescue!
haha..

she fell for the chocolates
but not the spider..

the kids were frolicking around too much.
the dogs has been chasing its own tail for too long.
and it was too early to go sun-bathing.
i was at the beach cross-legged at the edge of the water
and my fingers were tracing the line where the ocean meets the land.

oh, i guess you weren't invited for the tea-party.
so what brings you here?
kay was right.
some people just don't learn grammar and manner.
i'm not in the same contradiction as you are.
thank you.

you stood there because you knew
you went through it knowing well of the consequences
you even knew the answer before i began
before the truth found its way out.

hey, it's time to move on now
in more ways than one.
you know where to go.

***

i was tagged by ( bah ) on what five things i enjoy in my life right now.
after that, 6 people will be tag by me.

here are 5 things i think i enjoy now..


1. my plates & utensils that i own

i know i sound stupid but i am a lil' bit obsessive having my own kitchen in my room.
seriously, i wish i had the exact kitchen i have at home.
with the stoves and the chimney. drawers of utensils, bottles of sauces, different kind of cooking oils and all those small jars or rempah-ratus.
i love to sit in the kitchen and gossip with mama.
i love the view from the kitchen table where the jacuzzi can be seen.
i love the sound of the down-rush modern fountain at the backyard and our neighbor's.
(layla, tolongla redha and bersyukur dengan ape yang ade...)
i even took the thingy for karipap and roti jala.
and also the garlic crusher and i love the deep-fryer at home.

i don't mind people borrowing my plates but not returning it back makes me buy my own black classic set of plates in IKEA.
sorry.
i just love seeing a complete set of plates after using them.


2. my class and study notes

tell me who doesn't treasure the notes they have written in the middle of the night or even in the wee hours of the morning?
whatever i kept since primary school is safe and sound at home.
i'll be sure to stop by at the home-library, sit at one corner and just pick any primary or secondary books from the shelf and read it.
the paper-projects and the yearbook magazine are part of the collections too.
i don't have a nice hand-writing and not that artistic to make those colorful mind-maps.
but i know the colorful language that makes me speaks together with the world.
i guess i was trained since the day i knew i had to sit for PTS examination when i kept on repeating writing essays and read them over and over again.
fyi, i got the same essay question that i read minutes before the paper starts! my luck!

never throw the knowledge you have learnt.
is like chucking away your whole brain out!


3. enjoy the sound of music

i couldn't plug-off my ear from music ever since i was born.
learning musical instruments since i was 4 years old had made me a music-lover whether it's classic, contemporary, jazz, underground...
whatever genre it is.
all those pieces are just superbly wonderful.
bands and artists doesn't matter.
it's the quality of the songs that lullabies me at night, that suppresses my anger, that pump up my day and bla bla..

i wish i could continue my piano and violin lessons!
i just suck at both now especially when it comes to string instruments.
like bah, i also have those short fingers but luckily i could reach for different intervals on the piano key. haha..
no wonder i never pass playing guitar like both of my brothers.

imagine when my mom asked me what second musical instrument i wanted to learn after piano.
and i answered; clarinet.


4. my bosom buddies

in russian, it's товарищ.
yes, i do admit i have a lot of friends.
not everyone i treasure that much, but each of them leaves a footstep in my heart.
and thank you very much for that.

the companions i have right now are just more than i could ask for.
different people have different personalities and it completes my circle of trust and ally.
people taught me life, the value of time, the art of landscape, the truth of falsifiers, the important of being economize, the hardness of being accused, the pleasure and prosperity along the way and definitely the beauty of friendship.

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
- Anon -

• shahida
• hanan
• intan adilah
  
• makcik usna
• hedaya
• tasha

*will it be as bad as last winter?*

i have to admit this.
i have always hated the fact that i don't like to fold my clothes.
seriously.
that's why i need more wardrobes to keep and hang them.
i think i'v explain this before. haha..

so, this break from studying is to aim to finish folding all my dried garments.
i think i failed. yes, i did.
instead of folding, i'm here blogging.
uuhhh.... mission not accomplished!
and i'v got to do laundry of another pile of unwashed overclothes later!
ooopppss..
auntie siah.....!!! meh la sini tolong! hehe..

***

*on the way to the hospital*

*fareez, me, nabil*

*sarah, fara, wani, dalila, me, iyin*

i was surprised that i have a reader from Colchester, Essex.
thanx to you, it reminds me of the holiday when i was in standard 3
visiting my doctor, Dr. Spooner at Colchester.
hadn't got a chance to go and visit Hospital of Colchester yet
where i was born.
tgk gambar-gambar lame, dengan kepala jendul, bulat..
haha.. (i was that fat, eyh?)

the house my parents and two of my brothers stayed for years
had been memories for all of them.
wish i could go and visit my doc right after fulfilling my ambition.

***

anyway, today had been quite an evening.
different from the past evenings i had went through.
i improved. and this will go on.

Uncle Ali & Aunt Atul, if you are reading this,
many thanks for dropping by.
biler mau singgah?
bawa fareis & lokman sekali!
psstt...sponsor tiket bleyh?
kehkeh..
aktiflah org(as in me) kat ( facebook ) dgn auntie atul.
kan kan kan?
=)

p.s: i loike!

i have been thinking quite a lot.
in between hours of studying.
about truth.
about self.
about relationship.
about hopes.
things are just uncertain sometimes.
how i felt wanting not to understand it more.

two chapter of that book i read and i felt much better.
yes, a journey of thousand miles begins with one step.
i couldn't define a 'reasonable life' i wanted to have.
dreamer, give me back my ground.
i don't want to stay in the clouds forever.

an Arabic saying states that 'A person who does not stand now will not be able to sit later'.
and thanks a lot to ( Raudha ), she gave me a link on ( Kenapa Mahu Menjadi Doktor? ).
those 'dead time' i had killed,
has been a good usage to me now.
i have understood, in a blink of an eye
that a single bamboo pole does not make a raft.

bravo to a ( single mum ) that is sitting for SPM this year.
her age is never a barrier for her to get up and get a better life.

hey, does being emotionless might actually make the world a better place?
nah, i don't think so.
when we feel contented, emptiness disappeared.
when we feel happy, sadness vanished.
choosing friends are just the exact word when family is at the other part of the world.
ask this ( drama queen ). expertise in whatever.

ignore my ramblings.
it's temporary.

*not as expected*

i had been thinking
if i had chosen the right path in pursuing my degree in medicine.
and now, i'm in the third year of this course.
i have thought about this long time ago
and it was my very first ambition
aside from thinking of being a stewardess when i was so young.
*husshh*

am i fulfilling my parents ambition or mine?
i never regret this path i am leading my way now
as i was reading a motivation book on being a successful medical student.

a hadith states that whenever a person leaves his house with the intention of helping another human being,
God will give him the blessing equivalent to someone who performs 'iktikaf' (meditates in the mosque) for a month.

i guess that having a strong spiritual conscience encourage me a lot in this.

*at a Rumah Panjang during Sunathan Sabah 2006*

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hopes at all. -Dale Carnegie-

By LUCY CARNE ( NEW YORK POST )

'TRACK' HER DOWN:Patrick Moberg sketched a No. 5 train passenger whom he wants to meet.

November 7, 2007 -- This smitten straphanger has put his heart on the subway line.

Brooklyn Heights Web designer Patrick Moberg, 21, is on a quest to track down the "girl of his dreams" with whom he locked eyes on a No. 5 train Sunday night - and he's created an Internet page devoted to finding her.

The pair "shared a moment" while riding the train from Union Square to Bowling Green at about 9:30 p.m., Moberg said.

"She started writing in her journal, and I was intrigued," Moberg told The Post yesterday.

"There's been a ton of pretty girls I've seen of the train, but I just couldn't shake this one."

The self-described shy romantic, who moved to the Big Apple from Nashville, Tenn., this past summer, was working up the courage to speak to the "rosy-cheeked, mysterious brunette," knowing they would both get off at the next stop, the train's last.

But he lost her in the rush of the crowd as everyone stepped off the train.

Moberg's last sighting of his love was her blue stockings and red flower in her hair as she turned a corner in the distance.

Rather than post a Craigslist advertisement to find her again, Moberg went home and created the Web site ( nygirlofmydreams.com ), complete with sketches of the pair together, in hopes of tracking her down.

"I have to somehow let this girl know that was I completely drawn to her," he said. "Something about putting up signs around train stations seemed a bit creepy."

In the past 48 hours, Moberg's Web site has garnered international attention, striking a chord with anyone who has regretted letting possible love slip away.

"I've had so many people wishing me good luck, especially Australians," he said, after the story was posted on one of the most popular news Web sites Down Under.

"It seems as though most people have felt a connection with someone on the subway and regretted not doing anything about it."

Any parallels to singer James Blunt's hit "You're Beautiful," about unrequited subway love, are an "annoying coincidence," Moberg said.

"A friend also pointed out there is some Lance Bass romantic comedy ['On the Line'] about the same thing," he said.

Moberg insists on his Web site that he is "not insane" - although some would say he absolutely is insane for putting his phone number and e-mail address on the site.

"It's a huge long shot, I know," said Moberg, content to leave the situation in the lap of the subway love gods.

"The funniest response I got was someone asking if this was actually an American Apparel advertisement.

"But I plan to leave the Web site up for as long as it takes.

"I'm totally serious about looking for this girl."

p.s: like, wow!!

am taking a break for a while.
the CROWD today was great. awesome.
weird topics did came up,
but hey, being open-minded is NOT a problem.
it was quite a discussion!
and yes, kak alan, sile lah bagi education 'itu' lagi.
haha..

*Moscow Games 2007*

*shheesshh*

p.s: Happy 21st Birthday ( Hanan )!

pain.
in such great pain that i could never imagine it.

those period cramps. yes, the beginning of menstruation.
i'v never had it before until i was here.
and it was the worst dysmenorrhea(painful menstrual period) i'v ever experienced.
and that happened when i was happily cooking for dinner.
like, ouch!
those prostaglandins just make my day worst!

tossing and turning
screaming and crying on bed
was the only thing i could only think of.
yeah, seriously.
it's really bad enough from keeping me doing things last night.

i took a panadol and had my dinner.
but panadol never works on me anymore.
haih..

so what i did to ease the pain later after that?
i danced! haha..
some 'aerobic exercises' was done cause i'v read somewhere
that work-outs does help you go through days like normal
during menorrhagia.
it releases endorphines that literally make me feel good.

nothing much has been pretty exciting this week.
that's why my entries had been quite a 'blog-not-to-read'
for now.
haha..
even i have no time for photography
and i totally need to improve my skills.
just not now.
planning for the winter break
not UK, had been there (but Mira & Sarah, i wanna go up to your place!).
not Egypt/Dubai, vacation of the winter-break for most Malaysian overseas students. (i'll be there, one day)
not the Aussie (baik balik malaysia..huhu..).
not Japan/Korea (teringin actually).
not somewhere cold and chilly
but some place that's just warm and tender
and lots and lots of activity can be done
from early in the morning till late at night
i don't care if the hotel was ONLY meant for sleeping!
well, that's vacation to Tumaisuri's family.

anywhere you can think of guys?
oh yeah, thought of Jordan actually.
why not eyh?
hedayyyaaaaaa....!
*ooppsss*

*borneo trip was a total fun!*

and the pain is here again!
aaaarrgghhhhh....
(can u imagine i'm screaming with my head bending down towards my stomach??)
but lesser pain than last night.
tahan, tahan.


p.s: Dikir Puteri moment.