pain.
in such great pain that i could never imagine it.

those period cramps. yes, the beginning of menstruation.
i'v never had it before until i was here.
and it was the worst dysmenorrhea(painful menstrual period) i'v ever experienced.
and that happened when i was happily cooking for dinner.
like, ouch!
those prostaglandins just make my day worst!

tossing and turning
screaming and crying on bed
was the only thing i could only think of.
yeah, seriously.
it's really bad enough from keeping me doing things last night.

i took a panadol and had my dinner.
but panadol never works on me anymore.
haih..

so what i did to ease the pain later after that?
i danced! haha..
some 'aerobic exercises' was done cause i'v read somewhere
that work-outs does help you go through days like normal
during menorrhagia.
it releases endorphines that literally make me feel good.

nothing much has been pretty exciting this week.
that's why my entries had been quite a 'blog-not-to-read'
for now.
haha..
even i have no time for photography
and i totally need to improve my skills.
just not now.
planning for the winter break
not UK, had been there (but Mira & Sarah, i wanna go up to your place!).
not Egypt/Dubai, vacation of the winter-break for most Malaysian overseas students. (i'll be there, one day)
not the Aussie (baik balik malaysia..huhu..).
not Japan/Korea (teringin actually).
not somewhere cold and chilly
but some place that's just warm and tender
and lots and lots of activity can be done
from early in the morning till late at night
i don't care if the hotel was ONLY meant for sleeping!
well, that's vacation to Tumaisuri's family.

anywhere you can think of guys?
oh yeah, thought of Jordan actually.
why not eyh?
hedayyyaaaaaa....!
*ooppsss*

*borneo trip was a total fun!*

and the pain is here again!
aaaarrgghhhhh....
(can u imagine i'm screaming with my head bending down towards my stomach??)
but lesser pain than last night.
tahan, tahan.


p.s: Dikir Puteri moment.