i have been thinking quite a lot.
in between hours of studying.
about truth.
about self.
about relationship.
about hopes.
things are just uncertain sometimes.
how i felt wanting not to understand it more.

two chapter of that book i read and i felt much better.
yes, a journey of thousand miles begins with one step.
i couldn't define a 'reasonable life' i wanted to have.
dreamer, give me back my ground.
i don't want to stay in the clouds forever.

an Arabic saying states that 'A person who does not stand now will not be able to sit later'.
and thanks a lot to ( Raudha ), she gave me a link on ( Kenapa Mahu Menjadi Doktor? ).
those 'dead time' i had killed,
has been a good usage to me now.
i have understood, in a blink of an eye
that a single bamboo pole does not make a raft.

bravo to a ( single mum ) that is sitting for SPM this year.
her age is never a barrier for her to get up and get a better life.

hey, does being emotionless might actually make the world a better place?
nah, i don't think so.
when we feel contented, emptiness disappeared.
when we feel happy, sadness vanished.
choosing friends are just the exact word when family is at the other part of the world.
ask this ( drama queen ). expertise in whatever.

ignore my ramblings.
it's temporary.

*not as expected*