.part 1.
i had been thinking
if i had chosen the right path in pursuing my degree in medicine.
and now, i'm in the third year of this course.
i have thought about this long time ago
and it was my very first ambition
aside from thinking of being a stewardess when i was so young.
*husshh*
am i fulfilling my parents ambition or mine?
i never regret this path i am leading my way now
as i was reading a motivation book on being a successful medical student.
a hadith states that whenever a person leaves his house with the intention of helping another human being,
God will give him the blessing equivalent to someone who performs 'iktikaf' (meditates in the mosque) for a month.
i guess that having a strong spiritual conscience encourage me a lot in this.
i have 3 more years to keep on going
and strive for excellence.
it's not just about passing all the exams and obtain a scroll of degree in this.
this uncharted journey i'm holding on to is sometimes not easy to balance in this scale of life.
those intensity and workload demanded by this discipline
has left a little time for me to reflect on myself about this matter.
mature enough to write about this matter, eyh?
it's about time.
the higher the level is, the crucial it gets.
and as the months pass by, challenges and opportunities awaits me.
it's just myself on being proactive at all time.
and i know i have and i did.
i hope i have what it takes to be a doctor.
yes, a WHOLESOME one!
p.s: am i motivated yet? should have been long time ago, kan?
7 of you spilled!:
sis,do u still remember what was my 1st ambition?altho i'v never intended to pursue my degree in medicine.but alwiz i remind myself dat fulfilling our parent's ambition is one way dat i cud repay their sacrifices which are priceless..furthermore,we probably wudnt b who we are now without them..
sis,if everything goes well,we become a doctor in 3 years.gd luck bebeh!
bakzal: hey bro.
yeah.knew that ur ambition was way out of this field.
it's about time for us to be what they want us to become.i guess that's just much2 better than i lead my own life w/out their guidance.
kan?
hey bro,all de best to u too!
done with ur holiday proposal?
i guess the big boss is waiting!
haha.. =)
act kan, i've felt the same way too. somehow time blaja first to third year rase macam still tercari2 passion utk jadi doctor, eventhough b4 this i've never thought of being anything else. but i guess somehow right now things that i'm learning are making more sense and more hands-on so i'm getting there! hope you will too!
As long as you're happy with whatever you're doing, that's all that matters. The key is follow your own dreams, not others'. Or you'll just live a life of regrets. I can't think of anything more depressing than that.
darl
i know its hard when ur doin sthing that is not ur choice, but as long as ur enjoying every moment of it, it is a good sign already. as long as the attitude twrds learning is positive, thats another good sign. doin medicine is sthing u wldnt at all regret ur whole life, not many ppl get the kind of chance to be in this noble path, contributing to the mankind in such nobel way.
as my dad puts it, we are the god's hands (god' s RAHMAH).need to appreciate that.
you wil do fine !
Layla, i would like to recommend u this article.it is related to ur post. Baca tau if u hv the time.
http://saifulislam.com/?p=402
hanan: yeah..i really wish those sense to be felt now.but there's always a silver lining behind every cloud.
semangat!semangat! hehe..=)
mira: true dear.it used to be my parent's ambition, then it turned out to be one of my greatest passion that i need to fulfill.
and now, i will.
uchnana: thanx dear!it's now one of my biggest goal as there is no doc in my big family.i guess that's what makes me more motivated to be a role model to my cousins.having all of ya in the working field later just makes me feel good.i know i have u guys to count on to.
raudha: dear, thanx soo much for the link.i will read it through as soon as possible. reading the headline just makes me feel better! i know it's gonna motivate me soo much! *hugggsss*
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