i need a muse.
not as in meditation, but in a guiding spirit meaning.
it's been a while since i had anything to write about.
just photo-blogging for the sake of updating.
right?

anyways, anonymous and silent readers had been reading my posts.
be it the religious matter, personal-publicize issue and even my ramblings that never brings you to a point.
any point.
about the freedom of writing?
can't you see?
as you get older, you seem to keep things more to yourself.
well, i do, at times.
maybe it's just a part of growing that everyone knows.
but what happened to the time when people weren't so afraid to speak up?
and when they weren't too annoying to condemn and judge others?

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no friendster. no myspace.
facebooking ONLY when i wanted to get update on the Kusess 9903's reunion
and that would be ONLY once a while.
sorry peeps.
and oh, when karina and yogi keep replying and commenting on any of my pics.
haha..

sometimes, at this time and age, a girl and a guy are just so hard to have a special relationship and yet remain friends just because the society is so into them
that either they are so-called dating
or the society will just simply go barking at others nonsensically.
that's sickening, man!
grow up!

the funny thing is, when they are boxed in their mindset
and you are actually in a serious girl-boy relationship
they will only then entitle you with the status.
could they grow up with their damned brain?
*smack!*

plenty of reasons to state in this matter.
let yourself grow in a free space and breathe.
will you?
smell the roses and they will tell you which is not meant for you.

words don't simply cut things out.
yeah?