it's true when;


Maal Hijrah had past, and here comes the New Year.
new resolution? i still have mine, the previous ones that has not complete yet.
with two exams ahead in january, all i could think about is to understand whatever materials i am reading right now, and that goes to opeha.

i could not dream obsessively.
i learned from mistakes that having too much attachment towards someone or something had proven me right that i'll be surely off my limit of emotion when a step forward is taken wrongly.
nobody was in the right place nor wrong.
it's just the smallest misunderstanding had caused the haywire that slashed deep inside.
the cure? to keep it low at the bottom of the box and consult the very best person in the world, mama.

a new friendship was recently made and the affectionate among us was literally what i thought i had wanted before.
keep that highly flammable smile of yours and remember the markings we made!

the second isn't always the best, right?
even if you think that the first is not going to be as good as the one after.
someone has to just stop looking at another person.
the more we do it, the smaller we feel.
and the more hypocrisy we tend to show.

there's just a few talkabouts in my head.
i just could not run them towards my fingers and tap it down.
if i wait, they'll lost between the others.
if i don't, i am just going to float my boat in the lake of wonders.
yes, i am an antipole to any siblings of mine you knew.
completely a statement when it comes to catching up our conception towards minds.

recently too, an extremely good friend of mine was admitted to the hospital due to brain concussion.
and it was on her birthday.
i am sure she'll be fine, but do pray for her.
i keep you in mine.
thank you readers.

i am smiling yours when you did mine.
*blusshh*



towards a better me and you,




p.s: i need to lessen my caffeine-ness in order to decrease the expansion of my blood vessel!