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i've noticed his status YM that goes like this;
Greater the hardship leads to greater loss.

i guess he has lost his faith, eyh? no, i don't think so cause he is one of those who worship Allah SWT much more than i do.
i had put my thoughts into his quote but nothing came out all right.
i know stress and such is really fixing our mind now.
but at least, the 'cuba try test' statement is what you are doing.
but his words disturbs me quite as much as i was thinking he ain't going to do his best and leave it out to the rest to what will happen later.

i had once purposely flunk my Physics exam when i was in form 4.
yeah, that ain't gonna be my favourite subject anyhow.
i was blaming the teacher all the way although i knew he was too innocent and i was the one who could not cope with the subject and his dialect!
you know, when the strong chinese dialect speaks malay, you would know how the words turn into, right!

so yeah, i was being too hardworking for this subject and i managed to get an offer for doing engineering at one of the well-known uni at the down under but i was a no-brainer and rejected it with one eye closed.
yes, i did.
but, i never regretted it although a few people were disappointed with my decision.

sometimes i do think that the life we live now is so over-rated and that making up our mind is so important without anyone helping even to guide you a few steps forward.
should i give up or should i just keep on chasing pavements although it leads to nowhere in the end?
or should i knew where my place is at the first place?

everything is always too much to bear and to hold on to.
seasonal life chapter is what i face and so does to most of you out there.
repeating the same scene of your day makes you a boring person and i've told you that many times.
changing a minute of your usual routine does make you an unusual person in other people's eye.
so, do it.



much thanx rocket horse,




p.s: i was caffeine-free for a day yesterday and i was awake till 3am! should be doing that more often.


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