.do & done, go & gone.
Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart and it will not go awayWhat If by Kate Winslet
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change.
i think it's already time for me to make out of myself.
but the biggest challenge is to start.
even opening the board game of snake & ladder would take time, especially when i'm unmotivated and lazy.
i want to feel accomplished.
i want to make a difference.
but i keep on waiting.
i want it done.
i want it gone.
but i didn't do.
and i didn't go.
lame excuses.
so the 80s.
i know i'm surrounded by strong and very motivated people around me that proved that they had changed the world.
i know i'm suppose to follow their footsteps but looks like i'm really taking my own sweet time.
i used to be someone that needs to be pushed to start off something.
'Be initiative, be cooperative and be active!', Abah once said.
but now i know better that the first step is from our own willing on wanting work to be complete.
everything is planned.
actions and activities are written down and being marked on the calendar.
but i still need opinions, i need to make a stand.
sometimes things just comes into my way without any warning that those plots need to be taken out and replaced by some scenes that makes me lose my interest in it.
oh gee, i think i'll gain experiences from it.
positive thinking, eyh?
i have no clue.
but the desire to do that 'something' is so strong that i always end up reading novels over and over again.
let's do something!
but the chill night of -16'c stops me from being energetic at times.
haih..
i'm a lil deviating, aren't i?
*ooppsss*
hahahaha...
you will know how much i love to ramble.
p.s: to do or not to do...?
but the biggest challenge is to start.
even opening the board game of snake & ladder would take time, especially when i'm unmotivated and lazy.
i want to feel accomplished.
i want to make a difference.
but i keep on waiting.
i want it done.
i want it gone.
but i didn't do.
and i didn't go.
lame excuses.
so the 80s.
i know i'm surrounded by strong and very motivated people around me that proved that they had changed the world.
i know i'm suppose to follow their footsteps but looks like i'm really taking my own sweet time.
i used to be someone that needs to be pushed to start off something.
'Be initiative, be cooperative and be active!', Abah once said.
but now i know better that the first step is from our own willing on wanting work to be complete.
everything is planned.
actions and activities are written down and being marked on the calendar.
but i still need opinions, i need to make a stand.
sometimes things just comes into my way without any warning that those plots need to be taken out and replaced by some scenes that makes me lose my interest in it.
oh gee, i think i'll gain experiences from it.
positive thinking, eyh?
i have no clue.
but the desire to do that 'something' is so strong that i always end up reading novels over and over again.
let's do something!
but the chill night of -16'c stops me from being energetic at times.
haih..
i'm a lil deviating, aren't i?
*ooppsss*
hahahaha...
you will know how much i love to ramble.
p.s: to do or not to do...?
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haah laa.. i just realized it's -16'C tonite. adeh. how is it gonna be tomorrow. just planned to hv some walk outside. call it a cancel la :p
layla, this entry of yours somehow stir some inspirational feeling inside me this very early morning.
true.the hardest thing is to start.to actually do what we have to do instead of wondering around thinking 'nak buat ke tak, nk buat ke tak.
and now, my opeha exam is coming, there are some topics which i have to recover, but i sort of leaving it till the last minute (well, ade certain topic yg rs sgtlah ssh dan x ske tp sgt2 lah important)
*sigh*..hr ni start membacalah...huhu..
and for u, good luck for that 'something' ok..if u truly want to do 'it' the -16 c is nothing compared to the semangat yg berapi2 inside ;)
ks: uhuh..tu la winter rusia yg sejuk teramat!
amie: it did inspired u eyh? =)
the end of everything is when we do not start doing anything. kan?
huhu..
all de best for ur exam dear!
c'mon, u can do it bebeh!
dah byk topic bace dah?
semangat kat dalam mmg memebara, tp tu laa...we'll c how!
hehe..
thanx amie!
*huggsss*
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