i am still young and i have to respect.
i am not even half-grown and i should not raise my voice.
i am not that loud but i am rebellious.

when i have to say it, i felt like my tongue is tied.
when i want to do it, i felt like my act is being watched.
when i want to express what i thought, i felt like it's no use at all.

i thought i could stand it, but i fall.
i pray for my justice just because people often got me pissed.
i sang my own song that i never wrote but i sung them in my heartthrob.

if only they knew which is black and which is white.
if only they knew how to dot the i's and cross the t's.
if only i knew how to solve the puzzle of my own mystery.

of randomness.


p.s: BIG surprises comes in lil' cute packages!