how do you often found a right person once?
ya-ah, once.

time is constantly ticking.
and so is my life.
so many games i have played, so many times i had discovered my talent.
too many people i have met, too many attitudes and personalities surpassed mine.
someone will have to suffer, but i do not want to be the only one.
choices of left-overs made me picked this.

because of the faith and courage, all my mistakes and carelessness is one of my masterpiece.
the top will not remain forever.
the last will not mourn like tomorrow will be the ever-after.
only the cowards would say that human is never perfect.
because why?
because they are scared to risk their ever-successful life down deep the ocean.
because they are not prepared to face the worst they could imagine.
because they do not want others to overreach the superiority they had already gaining.
and one word; selfishness.

put that aside.

small leakages will soon blurted out and you do not have to worry of hiding them anymore.
this is the price you have to pay after all.

absence of thoughts of my heydays is back.
i am the kind that needs to struggle and the result might not be the equivalent of what i had done forever.
compensating with the surrounding made me me.
got that phrase?

oh, by the way, the weather is really killing me with the bathroom breaks.
*sheessh*
(be grateful)