lately, the ecstatic feeling kept me going.
the brood tears did not put me drowning.
footsteps of thoughts and doubts while walking to my school, filling the ambiance of early spring.
and the hot spell is down on me, gently i grabbed my own secretion of sweat.

hormonal disturbance did helped me a lot by producing adrenaline-rush and anger-mode and geez, they did not dare to touch me.
haha..
besides, throwing stones definitely did not hurt me in any ways.
plus, you're not even ahead of me.
let me tell you, i am not the one that needs to get too much attention anonymously like you do.
please, stand up for yourself.
no need to disguise yourself by being a first-boner. we all knew it already.
sparking things off? heh.
help yourself. you're in your own game.

oh, by the way, i received one great news that made me proud being one of the committee project.
to those who had helped Sunathon 07 at Endau, Johor directly and indirectly, especially to Muscovite peeps, Prof Latiff was still impressed with all of you!!
He said that we had surpassed the pioneers organizing this one very great activity in symposium held in Dublin recently. (i guess! i received this news 2 days back.)
we knew you all helped sincerely but as to congratulate all of you for the hardwork, a frame of our pic were distributed to you guys just last week.
i knew who could work in front of my very eyes, and no one should dare argue with me on that.
cause everyone, yes, every one of the participants and the committee showed and proved to us that we do not work for position, but for everybody's satisfaction.
yes, i am.
thank you very much people who supported us all the way from scratch after being challenged by Prof Latiff himself during the trip to Sabah in 2006.

*the pic*