lesson for all;

learn to let go what is not yours.
give and take is not practically use in this matter.
it's no string attached now and never.
please, let go, let go forever.

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discovered that Imedeen sold in Russia cost hundreds ringgit more cheaper than in Malaysia.
same goes to the multivitamin Centrum that mama wanted.
looks like i have to cargo boxes of them back to Malaysia soon, as i promised to mama.
heh.

also discovered that knowing people through email that i've met once seems more enjoyable and i felt so much better that way because i won't feel guilty with my time and also that person's.
plus, more subjects could be written and shared widely.
yeah, call me kuno and whatnot, i am starting to like this.
thank you.

just discovered yesterday that only females has this ( rombus michaelis ) shape at their back that helps them during labour in obstetric cycle.
Olga Petrovna is super duper nice.
she even brought us to watch abortion procedure live!
i was exactly less than a meter away from the patient that was undergoing that abortion.
what had form left was the foetus's intestine, that we could distinguish of.
other parts were already destroyed by the medical apparatus and pines of blood gushed out from her vag***.
one experience that i could never get in Malaysia. yeap.

soon to discover whatever that is going to happen today.
i hope there'll be at least a lady in the labour room today.
we'll update later.

oh, thanx to ( Jasmine ) for introducing to ( Wani Ardy ) about me!
check out her songs people!