i'm wasting my prime time writing this entry.
waking up in the morning feeling so unrefreshed.
and so, mensy resulted. hah!

why the statement if you do not want to?
i hate it when a simple manner of what we had learned at home couldn't be apply much when you have grown older.
where's the 'Thank You'? and the 'Please'?
and yeah, 'I'm Sorry'?

an example that happened last week;

D: weyh, aku nak pinjam benda nih. kiterog punye cam tak best je.
Me: oh, pakai ar. baru lepas pam.
D: (sambil buat sesuatu) same je! cam taik je! tak best ar...
Me: (grr..kalo taknak, takyah ar cakap camtuh!)
D: ala..bosan ar weii.. due-due cam taik!
Me: (to other friend) die pehal? nak pinjam buat care nak pinjam. takyah ar mulut nak lepas camtuh. nak cakap pun cam nak gtau satu dunie.
H: die memang camtuh.. last-last, pakai gak benda kite.

this is where the bad impression comes in and take over me on stage.
eventhough i had known you for years.
keep it plain if you do not favor anything that i admire.
not in a sarcastic statement after i have appreciated you.
and yes, you did make it obvious.

we are all born with the same quality, with the same state of mind.
thinking positively and overcoming circumstances were those things you put in mind, always looking forward.

it's a growing process.
i do not want to spill out too much like i had before due to some inner crisis.
years and experience of us puts me in a different degrees lower than yours.
and i do not mind at all.
it's the attitude that despise me much though.
do not lengthen it.
i guess others had had enough!

whether i am right or wrong, it is truly unclear.
but please, the behavior.