.if only the tears were bed of flowers.
i am at both parties.
one side tells me what i was doing was all along right.
the other claims that the other side only knows how to victimize people.
guiltiness boxed me, and i had nowhere to go now.
it's like beyond the understanding of the normal human being mind.
i can't deny nor can i even confess.
yet, i wasn't at the situation when it happened.
judgment was made ahead of me and still, silence broke the lamp that lit the stiffness of the room.
verbalizing would never solve any of these.
i am at paralyze.
stepping back into reality, but when?
it's like being lost in the sea of strangers that keep staring and toss their head once i passed ahead of them.
the water flows unstoppable, till it wet my feet.
it tries hard not to drown me but endlessly, i stood there immobile
waiting for answers to the unreasonableness questions cramming in my head.
i am at OB of the course.
stand still and keep my head up.
for now.
p.s: kak iznee, get well soon!! we're gonna miss ur laughter, ya'know!
6 of you spilled!:
Have weekend for Malasian people!!!
that's a nice pic layla
Layla love.
Hold on ;)
splitting side kills, and the only way not to is to analyze things using your own method of choosing things; what could be right in other people's eyes may be wrong for you.
choose carefully and thou shall never anymore regret.
chin up, sis =)
david santos: :D
hedaya: thanx dear. randon snapshot during majlis doa selamat.
amie: thanx a lot dear.love.
jack: but when things i done in my way is wrong in my sight, but right in other's would definitely break my heart and it will pull me down.
i'll try.
thanx a lot bro.
what matters in the end is what you choose, not what they want you to choose.
well if i were you i will commence the usual 'fuck you all' mode and make them see that I see my ground pretty much clearly.
Chat me up if you need advices. If I'm not around, leave a message and you will get your reply without you realizing. =b
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