I Remember, Mocca

I remember
The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember



***

reality check: sit and listen to my heart beat. what does it says?

i really should finish my pathan studies right now.
saturday with consultation, so i'd better ignore distractions i got from regular people.
yeah, you. (if u feel so)

sometimes i'm losing train of thoughts
trying to keep it on track and not slipping off the rail.

sometimes i'm hitting myself to the wall
trying to be realistic to myself and even to them all.

sometimes i'm lost for words even when i don't see you
trying to hide my dramatic confusion, the weeping me.

but there is never times that i thought i'd lost you
when i had been wishing and hoping
that my dreams could ever come true.

(what's wrong with you people? it's not The Boyfie i had been writing about.)


p.s: checked.