do you know how it feels when you're feeling extremely attachable?
yeah, that's the feeling, if you could feel.
i just couldn't help it but to follow my heart.

Oh God, do not let this happen once again.
i'm tired to deal with this things.
i'm sick of the situation that never ends and without any deals.

Aunty Jun, very much thank you for your concern.
a virtual mom had always been more than awesome.
emotion wise, they are dominating me.
practically, i think i'm handling it good.
mending the shattered dreams and hopes
adjusting the situation and mellow dramatic session
driving through without any assurance
risking to whoever and whatever making a conclusion
i have to go on
and so do you.

do i still have the chance to hear you singing?
do i still have the privilege by putting aside your friends?
do i still hear your voices at the end?

again and again
there's just something i know i could gain
but having you losing at the other side
all you get was pain and more pain
so far yet so near
so true yet faking it and let them disappear.

it took you too much to come back
and me chasing you off.
no, this was not the intention.
i still want to mend and clear things out.

do i still have the time?



p.s: it is never enough.