and i hate it.


can't they just leave me the way i am?
leave me like the falling leaves and down the stream of wonders.
i'm swimming in my own deep emotion and they keep their suspicion
which annoys me really much now.

why is that every single decision i take
there will be an objection?
conditions made and without further thinking
i have made them an option.
the option that will make them least suffer
but contrarily put me in despair.

i am rebellious when i have to.
just don't keep me shut in your world
because i never belong to you.
and i would not want to.

you said you don't believe in fate.
and now you do
forcing me to accept on what is going on
because of what had been written
in yours and my book of the inescapable doings.