i was frustrated, yet at the same time, i knew i had done wrong.
basic knowledge on courtesy did not appear on my head-screen.
i did things my own way in a frame.
they say; 'You enjoy a thing, you will lose another.'

yes, in a deleted previous post, i stated this; it's either or, neither nor.
it was a harm to not ask a permission, but my mind wanted more and i had cross the line.
nothing ruined whatever i had encounter, but it definitely accelerated the degree of frustration.
and only then i realized.

*tutup mata lama-lama*

the past is my future reference.
the present is always a step forward.
the future is the best i will look into.

i need Your guidance.
and i need yours too.
the spotlights aren't enough for me to dig into this tunnel called life.
crossing the bridge is a fear factor to me.
am i willing? am i ready?
no answer needed.
i have to.

parents knew the recipe.
siblings hand-in-hand walking.
boyfriend share thoughts and views, supporting.

till then.

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one-stop keli was fun!!

*the ikan keli & ayam kampung business*
*the supportive gurlfie & the hard-working boyfie*

*i do not eat ikan keli, and please do not let me*